Awful life

Awful Life How awful it is To be a person capable of things, And always distracted by thoughts. How awful it is To be a person always smiling, Even when you have no reason for that. How awful it is To give practical advice, When your own life is a mess. How awful it is To always stay silent, When the sound in your head is intensely huge. How awful it is To tell people it's gonna be okay, When you know it's never gonna work. How awful it is To live in imagination, Because real life is not worth facing off. How awful it is To keep everything inside, When the larva inside is still hot. How awful it is To say yes, When every inch of nerve is saying back off. How awful it is To live somewhere, You are not wanted at all. How awful it is To pretend, Because real you is accepted not.