Fantastic Lines

  When they grow and shine, It marks the genisis of enchanted ambience. And everything looks alluring. When they turn weak and dry, It marks the beginning of dawn. And everything feels incomplete. T here is an enigma of thoughts That rumbles inside the body. Yet there is some feeling Which embraces it's occurence. It's the longing to see them shine again. It's autumn which is so known for love And missing the ones you once loved. It's just ambiguous what it feels. Some cherish the natures aesthetics together, And some miss the spring memories alone.   Yet Eating cider doughnuts, jumping over a pile of sycamore leaves, Taking photographs and enjoying bonfire Enliven everyone up. That's why it's my favourite

Friendship,  It just flows And no matter how much I try I can't let it all be In my direction.  No matter how much pressure  It puts on me,  I don't feel it.  Coz it's not a matter of stress for me.  It just flows  And I am the rider Always flowing with its Divine waves.  Always appreciating the way,  It makes me feel,  I am not alone.  Always admiring how much fulfilled i feel,  Coz of its presence.  Always smiling at the memories I have with them all.  And that's gonna stay forever. 

I am wandering under the beautiful sky I am enjoying the cool breeze Being alone is not bothering me It feels miraculous.  I am brushing past the plants and shrubs.  I am talking.  I am being true and expressive My thoughts aren't troubling me.  It feels wholesome.  May this feeling remain in me coz It energizes me.  It makes me feel alive.  It makes me feel incredible.  And I am loving myself that way.  I am happy. 

I'm not thinking I am unlucky I'm not believing i make no sense.  But the burden of my indecisiveness.  is taking me down.  Everything I do feels like done by a clown.  I was trying hard to learn things And the ways I should be.   But I still feel lost. From long I'm taking time to be  A stable person.  And every feeling speaks up everytime.  Just be mature.  Life is not like a movie or a  Novel story.  It's hard and cruel multiple times.  Still It's meant to be lived  and we forget to read out these signs.  But I am reading them...  it can be lived happily,  Being accompanied by the child in you.  And innocence sometimes is a coolest thing possessed by you.  But there is a need to be smart And strong.  And to be able to take your stand.  That's why I wanna be mature. 

  When,  She supresssed for long,  And got depressed alot.  People said "what you feel just speak" And when she tries,  Reactions were very quick.  Maybe she isn't meant to open her beak.  She thinks alot before speaking Because she don't like to hurt.  But when other's say wrong Why don't they feel odd. Maybe she overthinks or is a psychopath But still when she does things same way why's she assumed as different being?  Maybe she isn't meant to be treated normal.  People don't know, there one reaction Can make one's whole night tearful.  Full of restlessness and no sleep,  And they can sleep with no pain.  So it's better to stay silent,  Atleast good sleep is what you can gain.  Still why coz of someone's ego she fell let down?  Maybe she is not meant to take her stand.  She can be cruel, but it isn't what she is. She cries every time, She crosses the limit of her puny anger. She fell into the oceans o...

 The INEXPENSIVE Me How inexpressive I am I called my best friend Was about to tell her something That bothers me whole day.  Coz she believes in me But, i changed that bothering thing to some other fascinating thing.  And now it's bothering me again the same way.  How inexpressive I am I hear a lot, what I don't like  Or I don't believe matches my perspective.  But can't just say what I think is right.  Coz I just fear to hurt others. Not to show I'm good but it's me.  Can't change me.  Atleast by listening I make them feel good.  But what about I crying at night.  How inexpressive I am I say I am ok to everyone And I am ok too, maybe a few time But sometimes thoughts puzzles my mind.  Like stuck in, in a never ending labyrinth.  And if someone asks me why so.  I don't tell, as Trust issues are behind.  How inexpressive I am When I am alone I do what I like.  When I am with parents I speak what I find rig...